fuck fuck motherfuck shitfuck.

[perfectremedy]

graduation is coming closer at an unbearably slow speed. it seems like it's never going to happen...and right now, that's all i want. to get out of this dump of a town and high school and never look back. to say that i hate fairfield is an understatement, i don't think there's anywhere else i'd rather not be. except maybe south providence. but i must admit it would be interesting to see myself living amidst gangs and violence. in other news, i started work at treat street in the danbury mall and it's actually a pretty decent job. i don't particularly like working for six hours straight, nor do i love working in the food business, but it's bearable when the money's right. plus my boss is cool, it's so different to work for someone who acknowledges when you make improvements or do a good job, and doesn't get mad at you if you make a mistake. that's so different than how it was when i worked at the bakery. i'm working at the mall tonight from four to ten, but maybe this time i'll take a break for dinner since it isn't my first day and i don't need to worry about seeming rude to my boss. i'll be working with different people than i worked with on wednesday, so hopefully we'll get along and i'll feel comfortable. perhaps the cute guy who came by on my first day will come back as well, that would be nice. there's some fine looking people in danbury. there's also some really fat people who definitely shouldn't be eating ice cream, but they do anyway. i guess if you're cool with a hundred or so extra pounds of weight, then eat what you want, but i'd feel trapped in my own body if that were me. whatever.

on a completely different topic...if i were a wanted suspect for murder, i wouldn't climb to the top of an eighteen-story crane and stay there for two days just to keep the cops from arresting me. that's just stupid. and i think i'd get pretty hungry.

i can't wait to leave each and every one of you.