it's different when you're lonely.

[perfectremedy]

i finally have dial-up internet at home. it sucks, but it's better than nothing. the sooner we can get cablevision out here to set up our cable internet, the better...because i just can't wait an hour to download one fucking song, this is just ridiculous. i forgot how much dial-up sucks. now i can relate to jeremy's pain. i waited almost five minutes for the journal update window to load, and it's still not completely finished. it looks like i really am going to have to resort to buying a gun and shooting small animals in my backyard to pass the time, because i honestly have nothing better to do. i could always do schoolwork, but i've got a wicked bad case of senioritis kicking in. in other news, i'm not allergic to grass. i guess that's a good thing. i hate school now. i'm so glad it's almost over. let's just hope i don't manage to fuck it all up in the last three weeks, which is what will probably happen. it looks like the pier one imports thing might not end up working out, because god hates me and so does every employer in the state of connecticut. that's one more reason for me to hate this hellhole. of course it's a made-up excuse, but i need something. god dammit. i'm unemployed and have fifty dollars to my name, which sucks. caitlin and i are supposed to do something together on prom night and i'm not really going to have any money to do much, except maybe rent a cheap porno and knock over mailboxes. which is always fun. hmmm, that actually sounds like an idea...

i'm running out of frozen fruit for my breakfast smoothies, and i think rebecca's making one right now. what the fuck. she best be planning on going to the grocery store and buying more fruit, because i'm not going to be a happy camper if i have nothing to eat for breakfast.

EDIT: rebecca just had the last of the frozen fruit. bitch.