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Well. I just decided that the relationship between me and Alex is over completely and that there is no chance whatsoever of fixing things in the future.
I sent him an email a few days ago about what my wishes are for the future after he, again, assumed what I wanted.
Two days ago he called me "just to talk" and was telling me how much he missed it.
Then this morning I open my email and what do I see? A response by him telling me (btw, in his father's way of writing) that he just wants to pull through with the legal stuff and that he doesn't care about the rest.
That is exactly one reason why I've been having so many problems with him. How can you be so schizophrenic? I mean, it is ok to change your mind but turn on your fucking brain before you open your mouth. Or maybe that is the problem, I don't know.
It still hurts because I laid my feelings out there and he just crushed them. Again. And I was so stupid to do it. Again. Well, he had a last chance of patching things in the future (not now, but in a few months) and this is really it now.
I sent him an email a few days ago about what my wishes are for the future after he, again, assumed what I wanted.
Two days ago he called me "just to talk" and was telling me how much he missed it.
Then this morning I open my email and what do I see? A response by him telling me (btw, in his father's way of writing) that he just wants to pull through with the legal stuff and that he doesn't care about the rest.
That is exactly one reason why I've been having so many problems with him. How can you be so schizophrenic? I mean, it is ok to change your mind but turn on your fucking brain before you open your mouth. Or maybe that is the problem, I don't know.
It still hurts because I laid my feelings out there and he just crushed them. Again. And I was so stupid to do it. Again. Well, he had a last chance of patching things in the future (not now, but in a few months) and this is really it now.