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all of these terrible things keep happening to me. i have never been so miserable in my entire life. i dont understand what i have done to deserve all of this. i am a good person, i try to be nice to people, i recycle, if i see an old lady struggling with her groceries i help her, i go out of my way at my job to help the customers. i just dont understand why all these bad things keep happening. i feel so alone. i really feel like i have no one. my best friend is gone for two weeks and i cant call her. people i thought i could trust and were my friends arent. i never see my boyfriend. i just dont know what to do anymore. i feel so helpless and alone. something has to get better soon because i really dont know what i will do if i get any more upsetting or bad news. seriously, if i get hurt, sad, mad, or upset over anything again anytime in the near future i really do not know what is going to happen.