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i am such an idiot.
i was hanging out a few days ago with some friends that i usually dont hang out wiith. they started smoking and shit, the usual teenage crap. well me being the idiot i am, i went ahead and tried a ciggerette when one of them asked me if i have ever smoked or ever would, or at least would try one. it was kinda minty.
there i was having a ciggerette with some friends i rarely see or hang out with while they were also smoking and doing drugs. they are nice people, they just happen to do drugs and smoke. i know that smoking and doing drugs is wrong and bad for your health, but i was tired and apparently really stupid. they ended up 'giving' me a pack plus the one they stuffed in my pusre while i wasnt looking. i just found it about a day ago.
i'm just sitting here, alone, wondering if i should smoke just one for the heck of it even though i know it is bad for me.
i kinda feel bad about this still. probably will feel bad for a while.
*sighs*
i was hanging out a few days ago with some friends that i usually dont hang out wiith. they started smoking and shit, the usual teenage crap. well me being the idiot i am, i went ahead and tried a ciggerette when one of them asked me if i have ever smoked or ever would, or at least would try one. it was kinda minty.
there i was having a ciggerette with some friends i rarely see or hang out with while they were also smoking and doing drugs. they are nice people, they just happen to do drugs and smoke. i know that smoking and doing drugs is wrong and bad for your health, but i was tired and apparently really stupid. they ended up 'giving' me a pack plus the one they stuffed in my pusre while i wasnt looking. i just found it about a day ago.
i'm just sitting here, alone, wondering if i should smoke just one for the heck of it even though i know it is bad for me.
i kinda feel bad about this still. probably will feel bad for a while.
*sighs*