meh.....
i am going to quote chris:
"I came to realize today, I regret one thing and one thing only. Breaking up with Kris when I did. I broke up with her because of a lot of pressure from friends and cuz I met Lyn, but I realize now that, regardless of how long I would have lasted with Kris, breaking up with her for Lyn was the stupidest thing I've ever done, I dont regret being with Sammie now, but I'll always regret hurting Kris like that and I'll always regret letting myself fall for Lyn...."
i'm not one to cry but i did, talking to chris today, about time. chris knows more about me than anyone in the world. i really love him. (like a really close friend) i would hate to loose his friendship. he is one of the few people i trust fully.
anyways, i am supossed to go to the mall with caitlin and chris on wed. after school. i just have to check with mom, but i think it will be ok. i just need to be with my 2 closest friends for a bit. lots of drama going on. around me, with friends, with me, everywhere. *breathes* i'm ok.
update in a few days or so, maybe sooner.
i love everyone so much!
<3
kris
p.s. chris, there is stuff i still need to explain so read my last entry (the one with the quiz) i think there is a few things i need to explain. not sure. i have a feeling we still need to talk, dunno. really tired. just got finished crying. wow. luv ya.
"I came to realize today, I regret one thing and one thing only. Breaking up with Kris when I did. I broke up with her because of a lot of pressure from friends and cuz I met Lyn, but I realize now that, regardless of how long I would have lasted with Kris, breaking up with her for Lyn was the stupidest thing I've ever done, I dont regret being with Sammie now, but I'll always regret hurting Kris like that and I'll always regret letting myself fall for Lyn...."
i'm not one to cry but i did, talking to chris today, about time. chris knows more about me than anyone in the world. i really love him. (like a really close friend) i would hate to loose his friendship. he is one of the few people i trust fully.
anyways, i am supossed to go to the mall with caitlin and chris on wed. after school. i just have to check with mom, but i think it will be ok. i just need to be with my 2 closest friends for a bit. lots of drama going on. around me, with friends, with me, everywhere. *breathes* i'm ok.
update in a few days or so, maybe sooner.
i love everyone so much!
<3
kris
p.s. chris, there is stuff i still need to explain so read my last entry (the one with the quiz) i think there is a few things i need to explain. not sure. i have a feeling we still need to talk, dunno. really tired. just got finished crying. wow. luv ya.