i dunno...
.... should i feel awkward or not. bobs 18 now... and i feel like theres some weird gap between us now that he's been back and had his birthday... i mean. its only a two year difference, he's 18 and im 16, that shouldn't really matter but... he can go to all these clubs (and the only thing stoping him is 'He has no money'. real comforting right...) and he can do all these things i cant... i dont know. maybe im liking something to much im seeking out everything wrong and blowing it all out of porportion and just getting worked up over nothing at all.or maybe im afraid its gunna end soon? i dunno.. i hate this feeling...