"I say what I mean but I don't mean what I say... Well, well it's fine out today."
I may be flawed... But I'm not (that much of) a liar.
I was talking with a friend last night about life. Right now, life is grand...
I have a great job which I am a literal genius at and allows me to vacation for a bit each year which if fantastic because it fulfills my laziness quota for the year.
My family is wonderful, albeit crazy as fuck and sometimes I don't even want to look at them much less have to claim some sense of relation to those people, yeah but those times are few and far between.
As of late, my social circle was leaving something to be desired but situations are starting to come full circle and I now see many for whom they really are, which is great in many aspects but somewhat very sad for a couple of people I thought would have my back but are instead saying very disparaging things concerning/regarding/involving me when it is turned. I'm still not sure why people do this, if it was out of sadness or in jest (maybe) I would understand, but it's usually out of jealousy or misdirected anger, which is unacceptable. Ah well, there isn't anything I could really do about it except confront these cowards but I do find that even if they do cease to discuss their assumptions of my personal life, they're only going to find someone else to pick on. Kind of like verbal bullies I guess. Pitiful, pitiful boys.
I must say though, there have been a few that I have met/reconnected with/gotten to know better recently and I am really glad to know these people... Makes a guy not feel like he's an alien anymore (not so much, at least).
Reflection 3
You have a clinginess that barely borders on annoyance
And you grant freedom to those who revel in their solitude
You make them feel like sturdy borders and protectors and beautiful, living decorations
Is it no wonder they love you?
You have an uneducated wisdom that makes others ask you for advice
And you have a magnetism that labels you friendly best by so many it's almost overwhelming
They think you're quirky and funny and slightly odd and un-conventionally good-looking
And yes, it stings when they laugh at you
But it's all in good humor
It's not real
They're not real
Nothing is real
Except you
And yes, you are loved
For reasons you still have yet to understand
