seasons change, cant turn back the hands of time

Sep 28, 2005 19:25


Streeeeessssss.

I am much looking forward to Friday. Four day weekend 8-) Plans are in the making. Friday night will be awesome!!!!

I have so much homework. I really should just sit down and get to it, but I can't bring myself to. I need a good night's sleep tonight, but I know I won't get it. I will chug down caffeine to stay awake to work, but it won't wear off in time, so I'll be lying in my bed for an hour, wide awake and staring at my clock, thinking every minute "that's a whole minute of sleep I don't get". I used to take Benadryl to sleep, but then I got hooked on it and couldn't sleep without it - literally. So I'm kind of scared to take that at all.

Ugh. Does anyone want to kill my grandfather? He is ruining my life. It's not like its enough that I'm already unhappy. He feels the need to bitch at me whenever he sees me. So I'll go upstairs, lock myself in my room, put on The Arcade Fire, have a clove, lie on my bed and just chill for a while, feel better, go downstairs for a drink or something, and there he'll be, bugging me about something else. I wish he would hurry up and die. I don't care how bad of a person that makes me, he'd deserve it.





<3 you and your long comment that made me smile so much it hurt!!!

kirkie

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