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So I've been working for a while on this seminar for girls on my campus. And tonight it happened, but everything felt off. It was sad. It made me realize how sometimes when you follow your heart you end up on the outside of what is acceptable, popular, or even "christian." I'm sick of trying to meet everyone elses' standards, not that i really was ever trying to do that. In college, its easy to make friends, but its also easy to make enemies. Kind of a trade off... I wouldnt say I regret anything about this year, I wouldnt say that I'm sad to have experienced the things that I have, but seeing human beings act the way they have makes me sad. All I want... all I ever wanted, was to be real with friends, acquaintance, and most importantly God. I will never give that up.