Apr 22, 2005 18:18
Uh last nite I put my self through some ackward shit..."cleanin out my closet" literally thats what I was doin. I found notes from like gr.9 to gr.11, and there was so many crushes, and friends that I dont have anymore. Like i still have the friends im sure, but we just dont hang out anymore. Like I even found a note i was gonna give to my biggest crush that i never gave him.(thank fuck) It was so cheesy and lame. I found so many of those notes that people always wrote in each others agendas. Then I found poems, and art work, along with like pictures. It was so crazy that i cried, becuase like honestly WHY DONT WE KEEP OUR FRIENDSHIPS?? there is no reason for it. I think im gonna try to patch shit up, and maybe like be more awear of my actions.
Then i found my on and off again journals, and think im gonna start writing them again. There are so many things i have forgotten about, and it was like exciting to remeber them.
** greatest thing ever was the home made valentines Matt B gave me for valentines day. I get teary eyed everytime i read it.