Mar 03, 2005 19:27
So I called in sick for the third time since I put my notice in at Bluenotes.This time the new manager answered the phone, and wow!!! she was a bitch.
10 days tell Toronto, and Im startin to finally get excited. I really hope I find that Toronto is the place I need to be, becuase I think with the bordium here in Nova Scotia is driving me to be a bitch. Or I could simply just be a bitch, and Im sure many of you out there are gonna go with the second one.Im like tearing up many of my relationships here, and I dont even care. I just need to get away, and start out fresh before I burn all my bridges here. I'd rather move away then give out apologies, and I just dont really believe I was all to blame for some of my actions. Anyways im gettin off topic, becuase Im headed to the T Dot O Dot!
My parents are gettin my car fixed Im pretty sure, so that hella hot. Im gonnahave to pay them back of course, and its gonna be like around $1500 isnt that sick?
Yeah and Im feelin really shitty, becuase I was finally out of a shitty situation, and Im totally repeating history and gettin myself in that EXACT situation again. Its just has a grip on me, and I cant resist the temptation. Even though the temptation is just that there is never gonna be anything out of it.
So right now Im totally torn between excitment and self torture. See ya peeps!