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Private: [ It can't get any worse than this, can it? The apartment feels empty, even though it's as it has always been. I think I should sell it and find a new one -- too many memories. The bed, couch, nothing is as comfortable as it has been once.
Scigin's not pleased with me. I'm not pleased with myself either. Shouldn't have let that happen. Seems my self-preservation skills dulled considerably. I should have quit when it became like this, but... who would think-- I should. Where did my brain go, when I thought that it'd work out between me and a director of the Agency?
It hurts. Doubt it'll ever stop hurting at this point.
And... why am I even writing this up? It doesn't matter, nothing does, anymore. Life goes on, and it'll continue to do so... ]
If you want to catch me anyday the following week, I'm sorry but it'll be impossible. I'm taking a week off <3 so everything will have to wait until I get back, as I'm not taking my mobile~.
Everyone, stay safe and have fun~ gonna miss you, but I need a break~♥
Scigin's not pleased with me. I'm not pleased with myself either. Shouldn't have let that happen. Seems my self-preservation skills dulled considerably. I should have quit when it became like this, but... who would think-- I should. Where did my brain go, when I thought that it'd work out between me and a director of the Agency?
It hurts. Doubt it'll ever stop hurting at this point.
And... why am I even writing this up? It doesn't matter, nothing does, anymore. Life goes on, and it'll continue to do so... ]
If you want to catch me anyday the following week, I'm sorry but it'll be impossible. I'm taking a week off <3 so everything will have to wait until I get back, as I'm not taking my mobile~.
Everyone, stay safe and have fun~ gonna miss you, but I need a break~♥