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yesterday was mine and jacks anniversary....
HE TOOK ME TO A DEATH THREAT SHOW FOR IT!
and what a great show it was.
i have to be up at 3 am for work.
today was easter.
nothing special.....kinda really sucked
except for the fact that i got to see my papa
and my niece...shes soo fucking cute and really smart.
she is so much fun. ah. i cant wait til i can take her out and buy her ice cream and all that jazz.
i was hoping to see jackie tonight but that didnt happen
he had to work til 5 and then i was gonna go over there.cause i wasnt that far from him but his brother was being gay about shit sooo
yup
i wish his car didnt set on fire...cause things would be alot easier.
im not gonna see him until thursday? NOOOO
that makes me very sad
but working at ups..and making the money that i do ill have my own car very very very sooon. and ill be able to go tehre and shit whenever. hopefully move out soon. cause i really cant live here i hate living here.
the only bad thing about this new job is that i cant sleep at jacks on the weekdays anymore cause i have to be in work by 3/4 am.
but hopefully...i will be able to stay there on the weekends.
who knows
we were talking about it and he told me theres not way this job is gonna fuck up our relationship. he wont let it happen. he said he wont let anything come between us. he had such a serious tone in his voice.
so im not tooooo nervous that the job will mess things up
love is stronger then shit like that.
and it will pull through.
i love him with everything in me.
this is honestly love
what i felt before i thought was love
but it wasnt. more like lust maybe, if even
but what i feel for jack is honest to god love
he makes me so happy. i didnt think it was possible to be as happy as i am with him. i just look at him and smile. theres nothing about him that bugs me, his family is great and so are his friends. and i know he feels the same and i trust him 100%. ive never trusted anyone as much as i trust him.
mhm
so im tired
and im gonna go to bed.
nice and early so im wide awake for work