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[perfectly_emo]

umm, i dont think ill be updating in this until i get back from flordia, mayb only a few people know why, ive been depressed, and what happened last night really made me be depressed, ugh, im glad im going to flordia, cse then i can just get away from everything at least for 5 days, idk if im gunna get on as much as i usually do, ill still keep up my myspace thought, and im planning on making a new journal, because i want to start all over, thats why i may never write in this one again. it depends, last night, yeah well if you wanna know what i was doing all last night theres a picture in my myspace. and i wish people would stop asking me whats going on, because its starting to get to me. everything in my life is pretty much falling apart, literally, everything with my school is fucked, my supposingly ex-best friend says she needs me back, when ive been telling her i need her back for months, and all she did was push me away, and now she wants me to come toward her, and i dont know what to think of it, me and kyle are just, just, just, ugh, w/e, i hate that word, and i just said it, ugh. well ill talk to yawl lader, the only thing idc is if you ask me about my new journal, and i wish everyone would stop asking me about johnny to, its getting aggervating, well bye. and it could be for good.

brittany marie

kyle, i love you, and i think you know that, the way somebody said i felt wasnt even close to the way i feel , i just like, i cant really decide,i cant think anymore, i cant make up my mind, its up to you now, and please dont say its up to me, because i cant hold that weight on my shoulders, if i half to try, i dont know what im going to do, but maybe you have a good idea what i will do if i half to hold that weight on my shoulders.