Goodbye once again.
Very soon, the thrill of turning 21 will be over.
Very soon, it'll mark another year of growing.
Very soon, it'll be two years to Daddy's death anniversary. Two years, it's been too fast.
I realise this is the first time I'm saying this, though I've yet to say it verbally.
I've never been one to express my deepest emotions, only exclaiming all the superficiality that doesn't come with any baggage.
I've brought a lot of pain to this family,
And I don't think any amendments will ever make up for the continuous grief that we're going through.
All I ask is for you to be happy up there,
And it makes me feel better knowing my God is taking better care of you than I ever did.
It took a loss for me to grow up,
But what a loss it was.
Very soon, it'll mark another year of growing.
Very soon, it'll be two years to Daddy's death anniversary. Two years, it's been too fast.
I realise this is the first time I'm saying this, though I've yet to say it verbally.
I've never been one to express my deepest emotions, only exclaiming all the superficiality that doesn't come with any baggage.
I've brought a lot of pain to this family,
And I don't think any amendments will ever make up for the continuous grief that we're going through.
All I ask is for you to be happy up there,
And it makes me feel better knowing my God is taking better care of you than I ever did.
It took a loss for me to grow up,
But what a loss it was.