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Nov 20, 2005 14:30

I kind of gave up on the whole, live journal thing.
Nothing is ever worth saying.

But, last night was cool.
Yesterday was cool in general.

I went out to eat with Carla and Tom and Miranda and Timmy and Tommy.
Then Trevor met us there.
And then we went to the mall for a while and went home.
Then I hung out with Trevor for a while.
Then he had to go to work.
So me and Carla drove him to work.
Then me Carla Tom Miranda Timmy and Tommy went out to eat again.
Then we went home.
Then Tom bought Carla Red Bull and Vodka.
Then me and Carla got drunk.
Then Trevor came home.
Then me and Trevor went for a walk.
Then we went back to his house.
Then I went home.
Then he called me.
[This is where it gets interesting]
And he told me he couldn't love me because he's never loved anyone before. And he also asked me what I thought was going to happen when he went to college and I told him I knew it wasn't going to work out because he's going to meet new people. And then he told me, he doesn't want it to be that way and that it's not about meeting new people but he doesn't want to be in a long distance relationship. And I agreed. But then he started going off about how he knows he can marry me one day. And how I'm perfect and he wants to look back and say "hey, I really loved that girl". And he asked me if I would still be there for him. And I mean, I'm already part of his family so it's not like I'm going anywhere too far.
I don't know. It was weird. And I don't know what to think about it.
High school is dumb.

::EDIT::
Today is Josephs birthday.
And I called him at twelve thirty to tell him happy birthday.
And we talked for a long time.
And didn't even get into one fight.
And it made me smile becuase it was fun.

Love,
Kacey.
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