Good for me?
Xmas is a drag. Why couldn't everyone have lost their legs for Christmas? So many people, and ridiculous people at that.
You know, it's not that he's breaking my heart anymore. it's not like he can. I'm breaking my own heart, and i'm no where near the person i want to be. What happened to me? When did i become such a needy little girl? When did i start putting up with bullshit? i remember when it was so easy to lie and to cheat. Now i don't do either, now i'm on the recieving end. Now i'm weak.
It's been good to see the kids. Their my little bit of sanity, insanely as that sounds. Family Christmas didn't go quite as planned. Maybe we can make a night of it before new years. More tobo? i dunno.
maybe i shouldn't see tomorrow. maybe i won't.
You know, it's not that he's breaking my heart anymore. it's not like he can. I'm breaking my own heart, and i'm no where near the person i want to be. What happened to me? When did i become such a needy little girl? When did i start putting up with bullshit? i remember when it was so easy to lie and to cheat. Now i don't do either, now i'm on the recieving end. Now i'm weak.
It's been good to see the kids. Their my little bit of sanity, insanely as that sounds. Family Christmas didn't go quite as planned. Maybe we can make a night of it before new years. More tobo? i dunno.
maybe i shouldn't see tomorrow. maybe i won't.