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There's something I've been wanting to say to you for the longest time now. It is simply that I can not stop thinking about you. I've seen something in you since that November day when I first met you. Maybe it was the sparkle in your eye or the laugh behind that gorgeous smile. Whatever it is, you have it.
I don't think I will ever be able to forget that insanely long Friday night AOL conversation. 'Net gin is my new favorite game! I learned so much about your personality and your life throughout that enjoyable night, and later got to learn even more. I went into that night looking for nothing other than a conversation, I found so much more. Though I had hung out with you before, we had never really talked too much, and that's what mattered most me.
My openness with you was apparent from the start. That alone will always stick out in my mind when I think of you. My trust has been betrayed so my times that I will not allow myself to open up to people too quickly, if at all. But you made me feel so comfortable to be open with you, knowing that you wouldn't betray my trust. I feel like you are the person I could run to no matter what, and you'd be there for me.
All our young lives, we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and we change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there is the perfect someone searching for us. It finally seems as though I've found someone who doesn't dance to that same, tired out song of heartbreak. But to a song he hears only in his heart. And yet, I can't bring myself to tell this amazing, miracle of a person, just how amazing he is.
Your attitude towards life amazes me. Though you have experienced your own heartbreak, you have dealt with, and continue to deal with it unimaginably well. I only wish I could make your heart stop aching. If I could, I'd be an angel. I'd make your every wish, every hope and dream, a reality. But I'm not angel. I'm human, just a girl who wants nothing more in the world than to be with you. I'll never tell you, of course. I'm too scared. Instead, I pretend I have everything.
Though I know that I could never be with you, I don't mind. I wouldn't want to be with you knowing that you weren't happy. You are an extraordinary person and friend. The fact that I met you and we became as close as we have in such a short time, astonishes me.
Friendships mean more to me than any relationship ever could. And this is no different. I may have feelings for you that go beyond friendship, but I don't let them get the best of me. You have one of the best personalities of anyone I know.
And sometimes, I wish that I had never met you, so I could sleep easily at night, not knowing there was someone like you out there. But then I remember, just how much worse off the world would be, without the few people like you.
I don't think I will ever be able to forget that insanely long Friday night AOL conversation. 'Net gin is my new favorite game! I learned so much about your personality and your life throughout that enjoyable night, and later got to learn even more. I went into that night looking for nothing other than a conversation, I found so much more. Though I had hung out with you before, we had never really talked too much, and that's what mattered most me.
My openness with you was apparent from the start. That alone will always stick out in my mind when I think of you. My trust has been betrayed so my times that I will not allow myself to open up to people too quickly, if at all. But you made me feel so comfortable to be open with you, knowing that you wouldn't betray my trust. I feel like you are the person I could run to no matter what, and you'd be there for me.
All our young lives, we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and we change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there is the perfect someone searching for us. It finally seems as though I've found someone who doesn't dance to that same, tired out song of heartbreak. But to a song he hears only in his heart. And yet, I can't bring myself to tell this amazing, miracle of a person, just how amazing he is.
Your attitude towards life amazes me. Though you have experienced your own heartbreak, you have dealt with, and continue to deal with it unimaginably well. I only wish I could make your heart stop aching. If I could, I'd be an angel. I'd make your every wish, every hope and dream, a reality. But I'm not angel. I'm human, just a girl who wants nothing more in the world than to be with you. I'll never tell you, of course. I'm too scared. Instead, I pretend I have everything.
Though I know that I could never be with you, I don't mind. I wouldn't want to be with you knowing that you weren't happy. You are an extraordinary person and friend. The fact that I met you and we became as close as we have in such a short time, astonishes me.
Friendships mean more to me than any relationship ever could. And this is no different. I may have feelings for you that go beyond friendship, but I don't let them get the best of me. You have one of the best personalities of anyone I know.
And sometimes, I wish that I had never met you, so I could sleep easily at night, not knowing there was someone like you out there. But then I remember, just how much worse off the world would be, without the few people like you.