Aug 18, 2005 01:33
This is just gonna be one of those entries where i kinda just talk to myself so don't feel bad if you don't read it....
Ive gone back on a few journals and i just keep noticing the fact that i get royally screwed over by guys, ive come to realize im just way to god damn nice, why is that. Not like i say "hey im over here you can walk all over me" or do i have a sign on my back that says that??
And now my H is commin off my laptop...god damn it!!
Anyways, im tired of gettin the shit end of the stick when it comes to guys, makes me feel like im stupid and unattractive but i know im not. Yes i have self esteem issues and i don't think im hot and all that but thats just the way i am and thats the way i will prolly always be no matter what any guy says.
This entry is stupid....
Anyway tomorrow i have my physical for Cross Country down at Oakland University at 630, the whole team will be there then we are going to OLIVE GARDEN, then fri-mon i have cross country camp, then i move on tues....so yeah im busy, i gotta get all my shit packed and ready to go by tomorrow or im royally fucked...
Not to mention i need 250 dollars for camp and only have 150 and not to mention....I THINK I NEED NEW FUCKING FRONT BRAKES...im so tired of havin to fix shit on my cars, my door from the fuck face that hit me a while back still isn't fixed cause yet again....i have NO MONEY...fuck money...
The simplest things in life are never so simple.....why?
I keep askin myself this...makes me think
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