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I'm not happy. I miss my friends, I miss home. I love my school but I'm lonely. I have friends here but they don't know me like my high school friends. I know it takes time but I'm tired of waiting. I'm getting fatter everyday, I'm far from home, and I feel like I have no one to turn to here. That isn't how I imagined college. I really do love this school I just have to remind myself sometimes.
anyways, ate 820 cals today, going for about 400 tomorrow. I HATE being this heavy, I don't evem recognize my reflection.
anyways, ate 820 cals today, going for about 400 tomorrow. I HATE being this heavy, I don't evem recognize my reflection.