Need to get this off my chest..........

[perfectangelmel]

A while ago the guy I love and I were happy. Then we lost touch for a few months. During this time I feared he had forgotten me. When this thought occurred my heart broke into a million pieces or so it felt like to me. He had also taken a big piece of it with him. At this point a new guy came into my life. I fell in love with this guy and even though the first had shattered my heart into what seemed a million pieces. The second guy helped me put the pieces back together but there was still a huge void. The wounds slowly started to heal and the scars began to appear. But the second guy helped to make the scars become less visible. But then a few days ago the first love came back and explained everything that had happened and all of the feelings came back and the scars went completely away when I got back the big piece of my heart that my first love had taken with him. He helped my become whole again by placing the piece back into me. But the trying part comes in because I love them both and I don't know what to do. In a way it seems like the second relationship is falling apart and the first is flourishing once again but that doesn't stop me from not knowing what to do.

Well I just needed to get that off my chest...

...This entry has nothing to do with the guy mentioned in the previous ones.