Yesterday!
well! yesteray was scarlets 1st anniversairy of her passing away! It was hard i felt so so down but as usual i put on a brave face! i didnt get to go up o her grave as my brother dint get bk from college till to late so we are gonna go up maybe friday! i am dssappointed as i always go see her but it cant be helped! 1 year already it gone so fast. i cant say its eas its not the gap is so emmense you cant fill it! erm yea also it was valentines day although wasnt realy in mood t shane did cheer me up! he bought me a red heart balloon and a georgeous basket covered in hearts with a i love you cup, little teddy statue saying be mine and a hear pillow, also he bought m a box of milktray! he really made an effort and it did cheer me up! i bught shae a ps2 game (figures) and a model kit ferarri! he liked it! but my last thought is scarlet! i love her so much and id giv aythingto have 5 minutes with her now just for a cuddle! miss you scrlet xxxx