Sorting myself out!

Jan 31, 2007 19:09

Well  a going to take my life totally in my own hands! I have a few goals that i want to achive but its going to be a long and hard road.

1) Join gym
2) Sort out healty eating plan (dump all junk food)
3) Go to doctors about a)The pill
                                         b) Healthy eating plan
                                         c) Smoking
                                         d) About my acne
4) Go see a dentist (urgently)

I mean i have really let myself go i used to be so fussy about my appearence had to have my hair right and my nails and also my clothes. But i've just given up i really ont care about how i look or what ather people think but lately i just want to be the old mia again instead of the frump! Just because i am a mum dosent mean i cant be a good one .....right??? I am just so sick to the back teeth of craving for these little white sticks filled with tobacco! I mean wtf? its just i did give up and it was so so fucking hard i screamed at everyone and anyone i was moody and tired but i need to get off the fags its driving me crazy, my teeth ar manky and i smell if smoke all the time im spending like £20 a week on fags which could be going on my daughter or my house. I just need help and as much support as anyone can give me. Just wish me luck guys and girls im soooo gonna need and and so is everyone round me!                             

wish me luck!! love you scarley xxx

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