Ok so.....Latest!
Today is the 1st december. This year has gone so fast its unreal! i mean this year has been a hard one for my family. Its scarlets birthday in 20 days and it only seems like yesterday that she passed away. It will be her 1st birthday on 20th december. But this christmas is going to be special, we are all going to make a huge effort to enjoy it together as a fasmily. We have all become so close over the last year i mean we are lucky that my mum is here to join us......makes you see your life in a different aspect when you realsie how lucky you are. I dont know what i would have done without mum.....i think id have died inside. But new year and christmas we are gonna enjoy have fun as a family and be thankfull for what we do have and scarlet i love you baby girl your an angel watching over us now. and we wont forget you im going to enjoy xmas for you as you cant. i love you xxx and i love you too mum, dad, john, lauren and courtney xxx