sunset in my veins
i am bored and sad. it's a deadly combo.
i don't want to go anywhere today. i want to go back to bed.
my back hurts. it will only get worse as the day goes on.
i have a feeling i'll write a song while i'm away. inspiration hits at the weirdest moments. and last night was weird.
my stomach feels like it's full of lead, yet i don't remember eating any.
it's 6:30am. we leave at 7am. i still need to eat and pack.
i hope i can sleep on the bus without my makeup smearing.
i hope i can make on the smear without my sleep busing.
seriously, i'm out-of-my-mind tired. ya dig?
i think the older i get, the more i get ADD and OCD symptoms. i can't just sit and watch a show on tv. i have to have something to do during the commercials because just sitting there waiting is a waste of time.
i'm pushing myself too hard to do everything and feel horrible when i can't get it done. i feel guilty even going on this trip.
i guess i'll eat my generic frosted flakes with the cartoon dog on the box now.
i don't want to go anywhere today. i want to go back to bed.
my back hurts. it will only get worse as the day goes on.
i have a feeling i'll write a song while i'm away. inspiration hits at the weirdest moments. and last night was weird.
my stomach feels like it's full of lead, yet i don't remember eating any.
it's 6:30am. we leave at 7am. i still need to eat and pack.
i hope i can sleep on the bus without my makeup smearing.
i hope i can make on the smear without my sleep busing.
seriously, i'm out-of-my-mind tired. ya dig?
i think the older i get, the more i get ADD and OCD symptoms. i can't just sit and watch a show on tv. i have to have something to do during the commercials because just sitting there waiting is a waste of time.
i'm pushing myself too hard to do everything and feel horrible when i can't get it done. i feel guilty even going on this trip.
i guess i'll eat my generic frosted flakes with the cartoon dog on the box now.