Silly Me
Just got home from the Byrd household and volleyball, it was fun i guess, would have been nice if more sophmores actually showed up!!*I'm back to listening to Dashboard and getting ready to go to Dairy Dream with Byrd!!15th birthday is in 19 days!!whew-hew*Yea...so this being blonde thing...its getting to me for real*Maybe i should go back to having dark brown hair..it made me feel intelligent*What do ya think?*But here we go...I wrote in my last entry regarding this "guy" and thinking he'd never read it(cuz he didn't have my username)i was like its all good, i can write what i want and only my gurlies will read it, no big deal*and then the blonde part of me forgot that oh yea! we have some of the same friends and he could get it from them..i'm not exactly sure how he found out about my thing but i feel retarded now...like woah!!*You can't tell me you don't feel like a fag when the guy or gurl u like is attatched and they find out that little old you has the "hotts" for them....its just ocward!!So he calls me crazy, i tell him to forget it, hope he does, i feel retarted*Life is good though-->So if his gurlfriend finds out, i'm shure she'll be thrilled to find out that i like him, but why worry if i were her?*They're together, she's got the guy...I'm wishing...maybe i'll get over him*We'll just wait and see*But I have to shower..and I'm heading up to Dairy Dream!!-megan has to call me today before my ortho, sure thing!*:)