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ok so since last time I posted I went to Michigan the very next day. I went to see everyone and get the rest of my stuff, which I need to still get more stuff. Well Mi. was as good as it can be I guess. I loved seeing everyone and the shopping and the getting drunk with Danielle, Joelle, Mike and Rich, and being with my sister. But damn my family did nothing but be mean to me. I mean they acted like an ass. It really hurt my feelings. At one point they told me my curfew was 10. Um WTF seriously my curfew was 10 when I was like 14. I am 20 now.I totally understand its their rules and I respect them. But they were doing it because they were pissed I was leaving. Heather hurt my feelings like everyday she was an ass. I really missed Rich, Rene, Danielle, and Joelle. It was a lot of fun to just go out with my friends. The 2 weeks were fun but I am glad to be home. So ok driving 6 hours to nanas, then 10 hours to MI, then another 12 hours home you really have a lot of time to think. and I realized things are not always worth waiting for. I mean life is way to damn short to wait for the guy to make up his mind, or for you to try and better yourself. So I officially am going to do something about it. I dont know what yet but I reckon its going to be fun. So today we had a party or a social gathering as Shannon likes to call it. People got drunk. ok not my thing but I am quite and get along with everyone. Then everyone is drinking and oh shit no one hasnt drank so who drives??? They all get in seprate cars and leave. That makesno fucking sence to me. I try not to let it bother me but they dont understand I lost my aunt and my uncle 4 years apart to drinking and driving. I need to talk to Shannon about that. I am not trying to be an ass but you lost something so close you hate what took it away and I hate drinking and driving. It ruined my whole family. So anyways.. Shannon and Angel is in this fight kinda. I hate it. I side with Angel because she is the way she is because of them. She used to be so happy, and loud. But then they yelled at her so much she changed to be scarcastic and sometime mean (to others not me) So they blame Griser (her bf) for her "changing" they dont see that they are the reason she changed. I mean I know if you are told so many times that you are annoying you hate your self and change who you are to please them. Well damnit she dont need to change I love her they way she is. But anyways other then all that things are good. I still dislike my other roommate. shes a cocky little bitch. no offence. If she asked I would tell her that too, but we dont talk. She is lazy, and spends like 10 dollars a week on food and eats all of ours. ugh freaking annoying. Oh Angel and I are starting a diet and exercise thing. I am so effing excited because NO one would work out with me (danielle did when she wasnt busy but she was always busy) So I am excited. I have been eating like SHIT and I am not over doing it either. Well I am going to bed. Goodnight all Love youXOXO