circles..........
I am so frustrated with myself.
Since xmas I've watched myself lose and gain the same 2 pounds every week.
It's kind of like... I spend all week wishing for the weekend. And the weekend flies by so quickly I'm just wishing for it all over again. What's the point right?
My week is a cul-de-sac.
My weight loss/gain is a cul-de-sac.
Inescapable.
No exit.
Even the things I say are repetitive and dull.
I feel like too many pearls on a string... and I'm the one in the middle, there's no fucking way out...
Maybe tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow....
Since xmas I've watched myself lose and gain the same 2 pounds every week.
It's kind of like... I spend all week wishing for the weekend. And the weekend flies by so quickly I'm just wishing for it all over again. What's the point right?
My week is a cul-de-sac.
My weight loss/gain is a cul-de-sac.
Inescapable.
No exit.
Even the things I say are repetitive and dull.
I feel like too many pearls on a string... and I'm the one in the middle, there's no fucking way out...
Maybe tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow....