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So yeah, I leave for Berlin in less than a week. I am leaving Lubbock a day early (Friday) to drive to Dallas. Later this week (probably Wednesday) I plan to have a get-together somewhere (suggestions accepted)to say bye to everyone that cares to say bye.
My happiness/sadness/scaredness levels vary day to day. My life has not been this great in a while though, which makes it hard to leave. By leaving I am missing out on things for 5 weeks. 5 weeks of no friends (minus Rachele!!!! who I am seeing in Berlin), 5 weeks of no boyfriend, family, kitties.
I am so excited to go though. I am going to be in Berlin for 1 week, traveling to various smaller cities for another week (Thale, Celle, Quedlinburg), then on the 26th I start school in Wust. I am taking 2 classes which will complete my minor in German. There is a trip to Prague in the works (with my best friend), perhaps a trip to Auschwitz, & perhaps a trip to the beach (on the North Sea!).
But by doing all this I am going to miss out on so much here.
I am honestly more scared of how things will be when I return. Things with friends & the boyfriend & if my kitties will remember me. & when I return I have 10 days to find a place to live & pack & move.
Later this week I will be requesting address of everyone to send postcards. This livejournal will probably turn into a Germany journal of some sorts, & also to keep various people updated on my life.
1. I have one final left & I don't give two shits about studying for it.
2. Go get the new studybreaks magazine. I took the cover shot.
3. I think it is an alright time for me to go to sleep now.
My happiness/sadness/scaredness levels vary day to day. My life has not been this great in a while though, which makes it hard to leave. By leaving I am missing out on things for 5 weeks. 5 weeks of no friends (minus Rachele!!!! who I am seeing in Berlin), 5 weeks of no boyfriend, family, kitties.
I am so excited to go though. I am going to be in Berlin for 1 week, traveling to various smaller cities for another week (Thale, Celle, Quedlinburg), then on the 26th I start school in Wust. I am taking 2 classes which will complete my minor in German. There is a trip to Prague in the works (with my best friend), perhaps a trip to Auschwitz, & perhaps a trip to the beach (on the North Sea!).
But by doing all this I am going to miss out on so much here.
I am honestly more scared of how things will be when I return. Things with friends & the boyfriend & if my kitties will remember me. & when I return I have 10 days to find a place to live & pack & move.
Later this week I will be requesting address of everyone to send postcards. This livejournal will probably turn into a Germany journal of some sorts, & also to keep various people updated on my life.
1. I have one final left & I don't give two shits about studying for it.
2. Go get the new studybreaks magazine. I took the cover shot.
3. I think it is an alright time for me to go to sleep now.