she's been waiting for the phone to ring; she's been waiting all night
so i'm just trying to relax right now. it's been a very stressful week. at least the sox are winning, and yes i know, i'm from new york.
i did alright on my bio test; 84. i had my math test tonight, i think i did well. i have a horse show on sunday. i have a chem test on tuesday. just the next week will be rough.
i've never had things so often and so quickly before. every week is something new, or recently, something old. just can't seem to figure it all out. it doesn't help that everything has so much meaning to me and that i have to define every moment, every encounter. i wish i wasn't like that.
and you, well, all i have to say is you're in denial. i know that's blunt of me, but it's the truth.
i'm trying to hard to be strong and not give in and forgive, cause that's my weakness. i let people hurt me and then i forgive them, cause i'm so afraid of hurting them back.
i did alright on my bio test; 84. i had my math test tonight, i think i did well. i have a horse show on sunday. i have a chem test on tuesday. just the next week will be rough.
i've never had things so often and so quickly before. every week is something new, or recently, something old. just can't seem to figure it all out. it doesn't help that everything has so much meaning to me and that i have to define every moment, every encounter. i wish i wasn't like that.
and you, well, all i have to say is you're in denial. i know that's blunt of me, but it's the truth.
i'm trying to hard to be strong and not give in and forgive, cause that's my weakness. i let people hurt me and then i forgive them, cause i'm so afraid of hurting them back.