i can't do it anymore
Life is seriously just becoming too much for me to deal with. I can't stand waking up and going to school in the morning; I can't stand walking into the gym everyday and cheering; I can't stand working, especially closing. Everything just feels like it's too much. And it's making me miserable.
I'm not used to having homework, first of all. For two years I've gotten good grades by just going to class and taking notes; I don't study for tests (except midterm and final exams) and I never did homework unless it was the morning it was due. Now I'm not getting the grades I expected because I actually have to do work.
And my job is just too much stress. I've been asking for two months to be trained to do birthday parties, and everytime I ask Greg does nothing. I came to understand that being in showroom is like a promotion: if you do good work for long enough, you are rewarded by being put there. I guess that's not the case... a girl that started working 2 weeks ago and still barely knows how to work the cash register is being trained there. And I'm not. And that's bullshit.
And so is the 30 hour week with 3 straight nights of closing that I'm working.
God, I'm already dreading going in tomorrow.
I won't even get started about cheerleading... it's just stupid. The people are stupid. The stunts are stupid. The whole organization is just plain stupid.
P.S. - The presidential debate is boring. Bush has the public speaking ability of a grade schooler.
I'm not used to having homework, first of all. For two years I've gotten good grades by just going to class and taking notes; I don't study for tests (except midterm and final exams) and I never did homework unless it was the morning it was due. Now I'm not getting the grades I expected because I actually have to do work.
And my job is just too much stress. I've been asking for two months to be trained to do birthday parties, and everytime I ask Greg does nothing. I came to understand that being in showroom is like a promotion: if you do good work for long enough, you are rewarded by being put there. I guess that's not the case... a girl that started working 2 weeks ago and still barely knows how to work the cash register is being trained there. And I'm not. And that's bullshit.
And so is the 30 hour week with 3 straight nights of closing that I'm working.
God, I'm already dreading going in tomorrow.
I won't even get started about cheerleading... it's just stupid. The people are stupid. The stunts are stupid. The whole organization is just plain stupid.
P.S. - The presidential debate is boring. Bush has the public speaking ability of a grade schooler.