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i think i've worked the last like 23 days straight. without a day off. granted, 2 days a week I only work from 4:15-6:10, but still...it means I can't just spend a day doing nothing. It means that if I don't get up at a decent hour, I pretty much waste the whole day. & it means I don't feel like I get a break ever. I can't wait until this week is over. until i actually get my "weekend" off. I mean, it's bad enough that my "weekend" is Monday, Tuesday (I can deal with this...it doesn't REALLY bother me much), but the fact that those 2 days aren't really days off. & the fact that on those 2 days I get woken up by my mom yelling at my brother & a gazillion text messages when I've gone to bed super late the night before in anticipation of my sleep in.
i also don't know if i have allergies or what..but it seems that whenever there's pollen in the air I wind up "sick". which is tiresome...& tiring. I'm totally exhausted. I should be asleep, but Andrew & I were outside on the deck talking & having a glass of wine. & now i'm awake. it was nice though. I love summer. I love just sitting & chatting. We can talk a lot. about a lot of things. & I like that. I feel like we're pretty balanced in our relationship & that makes me happy.
it'll be 6 months on July 1st. I think we're going to go out for dinner. he asked me if i wanted to exchange presents. i don't know about that. mostly i don't know what i'd get him. & mostly i'd rather go for a nice dinner & have a nice time than get a present. he said he might make me a card, which would be really sweet & i would really like since he made me an amazing one for valentines day.
i don't know why i insist on staying up so late. i really am quite tired...but i also know that i won't be able to sleep because i feel so shitty.
i was invited to a gossip fest tonight, but leaving my house seemed impossible. & i didn't feel like talking to a bunch of people. one I could do..but sometimes i just can't do the group thing. so i decided to be antisocial, which is kind of lame of me...but i'm rarely ever lame, so i don't really feel that bad.
on to another week of DPTC...
i also don't know if i have allergies or what..but it seems that whenever there's pollen in the air I wind up "sick". which is tiresome...& tiring. I'm totally exhausted. I should be asleep, but Andrew & I were outside on the deck talking & having a glass of wine. & now i'm awake. it was nice though. I love summer. I love just sitting & chatting. We can talk a lot. about a lot of things. & I like that. I feel like we're pretty balanced in our relationship & that makes me happy.
it'll be 6 months on July 1st. I think we're going to go out for dinner. he asked me if i wanted to exchange presents. i don't know about that. mostly i don't know what i'd get him. & mostly i'd rather go for a nice dinner & have a nice time than get a present. he said he might make me a card, which would be really sweet & i would really like since he made me an amazing one for valentines day.
i don't know why i insist on staying up so late. i really am quite tired...but i also know that i won't be able to sleep because i feel so shitty.
i was invited to a gossip fest tonight, but leaving my house seemed impossible. & i didn't feel like talking to a bunch of people. one I could do..but sometimes i just can't do the group thing. so i decided to be antisocial, which is kind of lame of me...but i'm rarely ever lame, so i don't really feel that bad.
on to another week of DPTC...