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I am finally starting to realize why i get so mad over little things. I have been living in my own fantasy world where when i see something that is going on that i dont like i get mad over it. Well yesterday, I stepped back into reality, and it really slapped me in my face. I finally started to think positive and not worry as much but yesterday just made me want to go back into my world. But I'm not going to. I think I'll be happier here, in reality because maybe i wont get mad over the things being done...but will i still worry? Of coarse, probably not as much but deff so. I think i trust alot more now then i use to. I like it. I never wanted to put alot of trust in you, now i know that i can because of how you told me the truth yesterday. The truth was all i ever wanted from you. More then wanting you to trust me and everything else. Yesterday was a new beginning for us. Will you move on with or without me? I only use to try not to get mad or upset with you, but im trying harder now because i have only been pushing you away with my childish actions. I dont want to do anything I'll regret in the long run......I never want to be left behind.<