Life sucks!
So yeah i know i get paranoid alot and all that crap but i dunno i guess i just can't get in a good mood anymore! like today i was pretending to be mad at Ethan cause he called himslef fat and when i turned around to be like i'm just kidding get back here he was with someone who i can't stand him being around! so i got mad about that i then i really was mad and then on top of that he did something else that pissed me off and then my grandparents are treating me family like slaves and i've had even of all of this i wanna get away FROM EVERYONE!!!! This life is killing me i need to do something for me and JUST ME sitting in this room does n't help cause all i ever do when i'm in here is think about my suck ass life! I wish something really great would happen to me...or maybe me lose a few pounds but everytime i get upset i eat chocolate cause it calms me down alot...infact i'm eating a reese's right now! UGh! i just wanna be skinny and i want a better life right now it pretty much sucks! but whatever i'll suck it up and deal with it!