WhY!@$%!5
why does everyone think there problem is the biggest and then they decide to push this problem upon others? This then makes everyone else re-evaluate there problems and this makes the people hearing this problem feel as if they need to compensate for their lack of a problem by helping the problemed person in some way. But the really funny and ironic thing is that the problemed person can't be helped. I mean no one can really help these people until they are ready to be helped.
And if you understood all that you need to explain it to me
I think this is the first time i have ranted in my journal.
The surprising thing is that today was a good day.
I went to the beach with erin and livvy.
Then i went to a good bye dinner for my friend danielle and the livvy came over and watched dumb and pointless movies.
But i think i started raving because everyone is getting fed-up with each other and i can't stand it. I know everyone has there problems, and i want to help but it feels like each time i put myself out there and hope or am excited about something i am always brought down by someone elses problems.
I hate being effected by this, but thats who i am. I guess i care about my friends and what the best for them more than for myself.
whatever i am not making sense to even myself, and most of you probably didn't understand half of what i wrote, well don't worry. Neither did i.
Going to bed, call the cell at any hour tonight, i will answer. i need to talk!
PS. just so you all know, this is not an attack or meant as an insult to anyone. Just me going insane after nights of bottled up emotions.
And if you understood all that you need to explain it to me
I think this is the first time i have ranted in my journal.
The surprising thing is that today was a good day.
I went to the beach with erin and livvy.
Then i went to a good bye dinner for my friend danielle and the livvy came over and watched dumb and pointless movies.
But i think i started raving because everyone is getting fed-up with each other and i can't stand it. I know everyone has there problems, and i want to help but it feels like each time i put myself out there and hope or am excited about something i am always brought down by someone elses problems.
I hate being effected by this, but thats who i am. I guess i care about my friends and what the best for them more than for myself.
whatever i am not making sense to even myself, and most of you probably didn't understand half of what i wrote, well don't worry. Neither did i.
Going to bed, call the cell at any hour tonight, i will answer. i need to talk!
PS. just so you all know, this is not an attack or meant as an insult to anyone. Just me going insane after nights of bottled up emotions.