Woah
So I'ved decided that LiveJournal is much better than Myspace..I went back and looked at silly things that I had posted on here YEARS ago, yet they still hold true. I just got out of another relationship...Erik and I last about six months...We're just not right for each other.We aren't currently speaking so I guess I'll see what happens. I love him but I'm also in love with someone else, yet he wants nothing to do with me. So, I'll be content working on my own life being single and lonely. Work and school are mediocre. My mom had Patricia on Dec 17...that brings to total to five sisters and a brother. lol. I suppose I should recap the more recent days since that is what I came back on here to do. Friday I went out with Kristen to the mall and the her boyfriend joined us as we went to El Charro's. Steve actually pulled through and call me back and answer when I called *gasp* We planned on him coming to the DIA with me on Saturday, yet never heard from him. Anyways, Saturday I went to the DIA with my Mom and my stepdad. We didn't get to see everything because we ran out of time. It was absolutly wonderful seeing all that art work though. After that I went and picked up Kayla to babysit her for the night. Everything went great. Sunday I woke up and got Kay and myself ready, got Jess, picked up Paige and we took the girls swimming. There is nothing greater in this world than that laughter and joy in the eyes of a child. Proceeded to take everyone home and then laid in my parents bed and watched the son of frankenstein with the girls...i fell asleep :( When i woke up the new Knight Rider was on so the girls and I went downstairs to watch it (tried to call steve througout the day, to no avail). When i woke up this morning i had a horrible migraine so i called into work. I should be working on my Comp Homework, yet don't even know if im gonna stay in the class. I wrote Brandon out of my life as a friend today, told Steve that he's not as wonderful as I once though, and feel utterly alone. I know I could call Erik and try to work things out, yet, wouldn't that just be hurting us both in the end? Who knows...For right now I'm going to go and shower and maybe do some homeowork...I hate my life...