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Last night I hung out at Mat and Angie's with everyone. It was quite amusing. Up all night, only two hours of sleep, pillow fights, movies *sigh* and me complaining....
Mat: "what does one volcano say to another?"
Me: "I lava you"
Mat: "NO, BLOW ME"
LMFAO
Everyone gets so sick of hearing me talk about him...
I still can't get over him no matter how hard I try, and everyone calls me stupid for it...
I miss him...
I miss it all...
I wish he would just give me closure if he really doesn't ever want to speak to me again.
So what if i make some new guy friends? Or hang out with ones i didn't before, why can't EVERYONE get that i JUST DON'T WANT TO DATE ANYONE. I'm still not over him, and I know it. And all i want is to try to figure out stuff about me. I can't do that if i start seeing someone else. I don't want to. And I don't want people getting pissed at me for NOT being over him...
No matter what I do, I can't win...
Either I follow my heart and keep waiting thereby pissing off all my friends, or I follow my head and just try my hardest to forget about him.
I'm not strong, I know it.
Mat: "what does one volcano say to another?"
Me: "I lava you"
Mat: "NO, BLOW ME"
LMFAO
Everyone gets so sick of hearing me talk about him...
I still can't get over him no matter how hard I try, and everyone calls me stupid for it...
I miss him...
I miss it all...
I wish he would just give me closure if he really doesn't ever want to speak to me again.
So what if i make some new guy friends? Or hang out with ones i didn't before, why can't EVERYONE get that i JUST DON'T WANT TO DATE ANYONE. I'm still not over him, and I know it. And all i want is to try to figure out stuff about me. I can't do that if i start seeing someone else. I don't want to. And I don't want people getting pissed at me for NOT being over him...
No matter what I do, I can't win...
Either I follow my heart and keep waiting thereby pissing off all my friends, or I follow my head and just try my hardest to forget about him.
I'm not strong, I know it.