what the heck
I really don't know what I am doing. I am not being myself.
The past few days, I don't know, my brain has gone spastic psycho. I have been more loud, more talkative, and just acting more stupid. I hate it. This is not me and I don't know why I am doing it. I am acting like a retard/annoying freshman. What happened to my maturity? There was no reason for me to honk when dropping my sister off in overflow when she was late to practice. Why did I do it? I don't know, but I made myself look like a complete and total jerk.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME AND WHY AM I ACTING SO NOT MYSELF?!?!?!?
P.S. My freshman probably hate me.