update.
let's talk about life for a second.
Today was Christina's birthday. If there's ever a time when I believe in angels, it's when it comes to Chrissy. Do I believe in heaven? Not today. Do I believe Christina is an angel? Yes. Why? Because an angel doesn't have to be someone with wings and a halo. Was she angelic in life, and therefore an angel in death? Yes.
I miss her, I really do. I'm sure that she would have been a friend I'd keep in touch with throughout school. Especially how close we had become before her death. Anyway, for those who believe in a heaven and meeting with the dead relatives, she's with her mom now. She deserved that atleast.
Today I found out one of my friends is waiting to hear if she has cancer. How's that for dramatic and intense? I should find out on Fridayish what the results report. How is that even possible? How does a 20 year old girl sit for a week not knowing if she has cancer or not? Too short, life, is too short.
I've rediscovered my love for Fiona Apple and consequently my sadness over something in the past. I wish it didn't end the way it did. I don't feel like I lost a burden, it feels like I lost a friend. That's been my life though, friends coming and going. I guess that's everybody's life.
I'm sick again, that's always good...not. I went to the doctor today and they were less than helpful. In May I'll be going to an ENT who will undoubtedly tell me to get my tonsils out. Oh joy. Actually, at this point I want to get them out to stop being sick, all the fucken time.
Things just aren't so good right now. I could use a good surprise.
Remember to take time to smell the flowers<3 Live Love Laugh<3 Happy Birthday my Angel.
Today was Christina's birthday. If there's ever a time when I believe in angels, it's when it comes to Chrissy. Do I believe in heaven? Not today. Do I believe Christina is an angel? Yes. Why? Because an angel doesn't have to be someone with wings and a halo. Was she angelic in life, and therefore an angel in death? Yes.
I miss her, I really do. I'm sure that she would have been a friend I'd keep in touch with throughout school. Especially how close we had become before her death. Anyway, for those who believe in a heaven and meeting with the dead relatives, she's with her mom now. She deserved that atleast.
Today I found out one of my friends is waiting to hear if she has cancer. How's that for dramatic and intense? I should find out on Fridayish what the results report. How is that even possible? How does a 20 year old girl sit for a week not knowing if she has cancer or not? Too short, life, is too short.
I've rediscovered my love for Fiona Apple and consequently my sadness over something in the past. I wish it didn't end the way it did. I don't feel like I lost a burden, it feels like I lost a friend. That's been my life though, friends coming and going. I guess that's everybody's life.
I'm sick again, that's always good...not. I went to the doctor today and they were less than helpful. In May I'll be going to an ENT who will undoubtedly tell me to get my tonsils out. Oh joy. Actually, at this point I want to get them out to stop being sick, all the fucken time.
Things just aren't so good right now. I could use a good surprise.
Remember to take time to smell the flowers<3 Live Love Laugh<3 Happy Birthday my Angel.