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• SAFE 「 arthur, x-23, break 」
• probably safe「 dietrich, akazukin 」
• derp「 mukuro, aeris 」
• This is a hilarious role reversal and I'm not sure how I feel about it. Pretty much my thread with Lelouch, Nunnally and of course England ( ♥ ♥ ♥ ) have been like you love playing Arthur. And sure, I don't play him that often, and I might not be very on with the voice right now (c-c-c-canon review is in my future) but I am super excited for the second season. I have a blast with his threads! Bradley James is a man I would do! I need to whore for castmates, but really. . . I am really really enjoying him. He is one of my favorite things this year. And Merlin is an A+ show.
• Break. . . is much in the same boat. I'm still pretty antsy about getting him out there. Part of this is because Juri was phenomenal, part of this is that I feel like . . . well, I've tripled up on Dietrich-Mukuro-Break for that base kind of character. I want to make sure I keep them separate. And out of the three, Break is the hardest to play/formulate answers for/I have to keep track of more mentally when I play him -- and this is because the other two are almost effortless and I've had them longer. On the other other other hand, I love playing him. A lot. My cast is amazing, for starters. I feel like I'm lagging behind a bit, but Break isn't going anywhere right now. Somuchfun when I do get him out.
• X-23 . . . haha no real words. She is my favorite to play right now. Some of my "akjsbdkja dotter ajkbsdjka boring ajksbdjkas too attention whorey!?" from when I played her the first time pop up, but. . . well. I adore her a lot. I do need to make a pimping post for her canonmates, because it is great and fun and Marvel is my forever comic even when they suck. I'm playing her two years later than I did before (or approx. so) and that's a bit of a shift. The pre-NXM Laura is moving towards humanity and post-NXM Laura is moving away from it. Wolverine says so in X-Force. But she's a fighter, she's . . . idk. Just great. Fun to play.
• Dietrich I always go back and forth on. He's such a dynamic character for me. And he's immature, childish, horrific, subhuman, badtouchy, egotistical, a coward. . . it's such a great mix to play with. I am worried about his "secret" getting out to too many people, but I am also . . . considering how I would handle that scenario. Before I felt like it was impossible to play with. But now I think I have a better hold on him and might even be okay with ousting him. He is only human, however, and has no allies and no one would stand to his side so it could be one of those short lived "this is a great idea!" "...shit" ideas.
I have so much fun when I play his badtouch side. There are no words for how much fun and how easy those threads are for me. I . . . well, I apologize like 800 times but I really enjoy those threads. I hope the other players who play them with me do too >: His other threads. . .? They're okay, but they should be a bit typical and dull. He isn't advertising his position and his 'evil' so he should fly under the radar. I'm always a bit :? when people know he's Evil or Off from threading with him when I can't remember if they were around for his Evil Doing. It makes me feel like I've slipped up ICly pretty badly XD
I think I'll probably keep Dietrich until I play him out. The TB cast is amazing and wonderful and I should probably apologize to them one more time for playing him -- but he is (or someone like him) necessary to my CFUD lineup. It keeps me interested. Even when he's being dull I get that little >:3 haha well, he's ACTUALLY EVIL!!1 and lol to myself.
Complicated and I don't want to fuck up playing him, but. . . I think he's a keeper too.
Also, torturing Raph really gave me a new lease on life with him. >.>
• Akazukin is a bit like Dietrich in a grab bag. I love tons of fun when I play things like the "shooting at everyone" post and the "splat loli" post. I bore myself when I am not doing horrible things with her however. <-- an exaggeration, but not entirely untrue.
She is such a niche character. I do wonder how many people I should apologize to for being skeevy or abrasive or horrible with her. But she's fun.
I don't think I'll drop her either. But her activity certainly comes in spurts and such. I really want to fight with Ronan anyway, and possibly do more horrible things. Ufufu.
HERE IS WHERE IT GETS EVEN MORE HILARIOUS, RIGHT.
Mukuro is. . . I feel kind of played out with him. On the other hand, once I settle again I am sure I will probably do something not-so-nice and like him more. It is funny, hearing his second image song has warmed me up to him a bit too. But it's just. . . he's pretty stagnant feeling, and when the cast updates/has updated it isn't like I can anyway.
I've been playing him in a certain manner with certain headcanon put into it. And the fact is, right now he's in moral limbo and play limbo. I really really would hate to feel like I Did It Wrong when he does finally return in canon. . . . which doesn't seem to be any time soon, really. Both Chrome and Luke leaving means that there is less to screen whatever moral or reverse-negative actions he can take without certain assumptions and consequences resulting from that which is a bit of a bummer for him. BLAH BLAH STUFF.
I don't feel the urge to play him nearly as much either. I also used to continue his threads forever and now I'm kind of. Just. Ehhhh. I could drop him and not miss him right now, I feel.
I really like his second image song what.
I have a few saving graces. One, Kokuyou remains to be so good, Chikusa, Ken and Lancia are so good ;A; so good. I love dicking around with Kagari and sniping at Hakuren. I COLORED HIS ICONS DAMMIT DROPPING HIM WOULD BE A WASTE OF WORK D<
I feel like there was something else I was going to say but now I've forgotten it. He is less likely to be dropped than. . .
. . . derp. I am honestly surprised I have kept Aeris this long. She's . . . nice, for one. She's not my usual type. I feel conflicted! MY CASTMATES ARE POSSIBLY THE BEST FUCKING FFVII PEOPLE EVERRRR (this includes ye olden drops ♥ ) and I love the relationships I've formed with her.
I drop threads with her pretty fast these days. I don't feel like I have the patience to play her sometimes. I . . . feel like I need to do more . . . idk. Show more of her personality. I GUESS MAINLY I JUST FEEL LIKE A SLACKER. SLACKERAERIS baw and that's not an option I want.
I wonder if redoing my icons would help me feel more!1 in tune!!! or watching some AMVs or clips from CC and AC or. I don't even know. But I feel pretty. . . discontent with my play of her right now.
I reread threads I did the other day and just go "......... ):" THE SPARK OF LIFE HAS GONE OUTTTT on the other hand I wonder if this is just a slump and I will kick myself if it is and I drop.
DEEP THOUGHTS. MAYBE. . . . . . . . . .
I don't know what happened. What happened!!!!!!!!!!