Feb 13, 2008 22:33
whitney was at pizza hut when i picked up the medium mushroom pizza for my mother. i knew that she was engaged or married. bewilderment has settled in as a regular part of my experience due to choices i cannot imagine making for another five years. somewhere in the mess is awe, but what i find more of is an eerie displacement.
not until sitting down at dinner, two slices of pizza with sprinkled on green peppers on my plate, did it dawn on me in a certain order. it sort of all stopped.
i don't know where to begin or where to end, but here i am in the middle.