Time Is Like A Good Meal
You gobble it up when it's good, and you let it sit on your plate longer when its not. Some times your not hungry but you eat anyway, and other times your hungry but theres nothing good to eat.
My time here has been both fast and slow, good and frustrating. I've realized many things being here and am glad to have had the experiences I have had here. I'm still learning and figuring things out, as I will all of my life, as any healthy person should, because I think in life all you (should) do is learn.
How I see the world, and how I react to the world is constantly changing, though there are some things that always stay relatively the same. I've always had a deeper understanding of things, a little beyond my own years, but I've never thought I knew everything there was to know, I've just always understood things most people ignore or take a long time to realize. For this I've always found that I have to dumb my self down for people, to be at least close to the same page, though with out language you can be around just about anyone.... with out full understanding of one another its simple, though very tiring, for the fact that you get less mental stimulation. At first my brain was working very hard to absorb all of the french the information the culture and then it adjusted and I found my self hungry for a new sort of stimulation but got none.
I am very eager to start school, to read books, to study, to fill up my head with new glorious information. I just hope that I will be able to.
I hope, I dream, I eat chocolate and wish for grand new adventures
My time here has been both fast and slow, good and frustrating. I've realized many things being here and am glad to have had the experiences I have had here. I'm still learning and figuring things out, as I will all of my life, as any healthy person should, because I think in life all you (should) do is learn.
How I see the world, and how I react to the world is constantly changing, though there are some things that always stay relatively the same. I've always had a deeper understanding of things, a little beyond my own years, but I've never thought I knew everything there was to know, I've just always understood things most people ignore or take a long time to realize. For this I've always found that I have to dumb my self down for people, to be at least close to the same page, though with out language you can be around just about anyone.... with out full understanding of one another its simple, though very tiring, for the fact that you get less mental stimulation. At first my brain was working very hard to absorb all of the french the information the culture and then it adjusted and I found my self hungry for a new sort of stimulation but got none.
I am very eager to start school, to read books, to study, to fill up my head with new glorious information. I just hope that I will be able to.
I hope, I dream, I eat chocolate and wish for grand new adventures