Oct 16, 2005 23:18
Today was my brother's 19th birthday. It is now rare to have all four of us home at the same time, much less for several days. I am beginning to realize that this is the last time it will happen.
When I leave at the end of the year, I can't expect things to be the same when I get back. That would be foolish. Time passes and none of us stay the same. That and life itself will change. My brother will be a junior in college and well on his way to a commercial pilot's license. I won't be the same person. Those two years in my undisclosed location will shape who I am. When I get back, I will have to sort out our relationship as well. Right now, it is astounding. When January 2008 rolls around, we will have to figure where we are going with this.