Jul 28, 2008 18:12
So yes, I lost my voice yesterday and Kian sent me to bed. This morning I woke up having found my voice, but feeling so dead I've only been out of bed to the bath room and a sandwich a few hours ago. Kian's going out this evening for games night (I had the forethought to cancel it yesterday - otherwise I'd have another week of trying to stay awake while people were here).
Over the past week I've been reminded a few times just how much I enjoyed driving and how much I really want my own car - only to have to remind myself that its yet another thing I can't afford right now. So many things and places I enjoy are out of reach until I have my own car or take twice or three times as long to get to.
No-one ever comes to visit us, just to visit - well that's not completely true, many people have been recently just to visit the kitten, not Kian or I. I had to put a fair bit of effort in just to get Kian's birthday party organised.
I hate being stuck in bed with all this wonderful weather - I could be doing five different things all at once, but instead I'm being all angsty in bed 'cause I'm not well enough to go anywhere.
I don't see this week being enjoyable. Especially tonight.
social life,
kian,
driving,
visitors,
car,
anger,
alone,
kitten,
visits,
climbing,
emo,
health,
ill,
holidays,
money,
walnut,
independence