RAR (not as though I can do it right now..)

Jul 28, 2008 18:12

So yes, I lost my voice yesterday and Kian sent me to bed. This morning I woke up having found my voice, but feeling so dead I've only been out of bed to the bath room and a sandwich a few hours ago. Kian's going out this evening for games night (I had the forethought to cancel it yesterday - otherwise I'd have another week of trying to stay awake while people were here).

Over the past week I've been reminded a few times just how much I enjoyed driving and how much I really want my own car - only to have to remind myself that its yet another thing I can't afford right now. So many things and places I enjoy are out of reach until I have my own car or take twice or three times as long to get to.

No-one ever comes to visit us, just to visit - well that's not completely true, many people have been recently just to visit the kitten, not Kian or I. I had to put a fair bit of effort in just to get Kian's birthday party organised.

I hate being stuck in bed with all this wonderful weather - I could be doing five different things all at once, but instead I'm being all angsty in bed 'cause I'm not well enough to go anywhere.

I don't see this week being enjoyable. Especially tonight.

social life, kian, driving, visitors, car, anger, alone, kitten, visits, climbing, emo, health, ill, holidays, money, walnut, independence

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