if u feel like givin me a lifetime of devotion....i second that emotion...
that song's been stuck in my head for days. let's see. woke up and went to pics and schedule. dun think it's a very good pic but at least my schedule wasn't screwed up. it's so sad...now that my hair's shorter it seems to have lost all its pretty waviness. i'm sad. anyways...apparently i'm not good at hidin emotion cuz when i walked in the greeter guys (andrew, ian and sean) immediately pointed out i looked like i was in a bad mood and sean said i looked like i was cryin. perceptive boy. came home...changed into much more comfortable clothes of sweatpants, tanktop and mismatched shoes tryin to decide between em. cleaned my room. like went thru all my clothes then the piles of papers in my closet from back to middle school. kinda interestin...found my art from freshmen year. sum actually pretty good. got a big papercut and filled up the recyclin. crappy burger king dinner sorta iwth parents then home and ate huge piece of angel food cake. yay for my weird comfort food! o on the way home tried to go get my pics but they weren't ready yet even tho they were supposedta be. damn albertsons. and i hadta wait in line for like a half an hour cuz stupid people. and i hadta see this girl that works there that i usedta be friends with while lookin like a bum who's obsessed wiht hopkins in all my sweats. argh. i want my pics! at least i got my suitemate to send me some. mm....i still ahvta decide wut to wear tomorrow. ugh. hopefully they have good ways to cover up all my spots. i feel fat and lazy. u know wut sucks...is how much my parents don't like wut i wanna do for college, that is, apply early to hopkins. my mom was talkin today how she thinks i should see wut offers i can get. she keeps pushin for me to try harvard or sumthin but she doesn't like hopkins which's just as good and i love it. goddamnit i'm gonna kill myself if where i havta go is determined by money. hell, i'll get my own loans if i have to. gah. i'm gonna go watch more olympics and mayb eat more angel food cake.