Feb 03, 2005 14:55
i'm listening to my 'random' playlist, but i still have Britney Spears' 'oops i did it again' stuck in my head. laura was playing Britney while she drove me home. heh, go laura. yeah, flute sectionals were canceled due to lack of attendance. *shakes head* that's horrible - it was only 3 people. me, laura and emily.. wow.
anyway.. village photo best better have those slide protector sheets today! last weekend they were out of stock and they re-ordered some, and they wouldn't come in till tues or wednesday. so my mom calls them yesterday, and they still were out of stock! WTF?! i need them for my portfolio! i can't just sit here and wait for them to have them in stock - i want to send out my portfolio! *raspberries* >_<
but i can't wait till this weekend! NEIA! ^_^ after that presentation yesterday, i really wanna go there for their animation program! but my parents will be like: go to framingham and get your basics there, then go to another college and take courses.
they just don't wanna pay for it. before, they were like: choose whatever college you want, your choice, blah blah. now they're like: go here 'cause we can't afford the others you chose - we can't afford the one that you really want to go to.
they didn't say that, but i know that's what they're prob thinking. *sigh* even if i told them i could get scholarships and financial aid and what-not, they'd be like: no! *shakes head* they don't understand i guess.
art is my life okay. they know i love to draw and they support me, but it's a lot more than just loving to draw. it's wanting to draw, wanting to do better, wanting to create something and bring it to life, recognition, desire, feeling... i don't know.. i can't even explain it. just... *motioning hands in 'i don't know' way*
yeah, i'm gonna stop rambling now. ^_^;;