clouds and shadows
a friend of mine today asked me what was wrong. i said, uh, nothing? she commented that it seemed like i have had a little cloud over my head for the past few weeks.
is this true?
i honestly don't know. i don't think i've been depressed lately. i mean, there's been stuff on my mind, but i've been up and down like normal, no more down than i usually get, and no more up either. i have been feeling pretty even-keeled for a bit.
but i don't know.
and of course, once she said that, i *did* have a little dark cloud over me, coming from examining what could be doing it to me and thinking about all the stuff that could be causing me to be depressed.
*sigh*
well, the big worry i have right now is i have to take my car in to the dealer tomorrow. something is sounding very horribly wrong with it. not sure if it's transmission, or brakes rubbing, or what. but it does sound pretty terrible. and the thing is, it's an old car, and not worth a whole lot anymore. i can't see putting that much money into it. which means if it is the transmission, and it's terribly expensive, i am going to have to make a decision. blech. this certainly isn't what i need right now.
and as for what else could be causing my mood - i guess i have been feeling a bit restless, and there are certain worries on my mind lately. but still, i didn't think i had a cloud. maybe to those closest to me, i do. *shrug* i guess i will just carry on being happy as much as i can, like i always do.
in other news, i had a wisdom tooth removed on saturday, and it went very well. the dentist took about 2 minutes to pull it. it was amazing, and painless. i slept most of the weekend just because that's what my body does when it encounters trauma or sickness. but i was back at work just fine this morning, feeling like normal.
i went to see stardust on friday night. i quite enjoyed it. it was, in some ways, very different from the book, but i felt they did a good job of adapting it to the big screen. and yeah, i really did like it. robert de niro was FABulous.
i need to pick up the book for our next book club, but i feel i have plenty of time since we're meeting mid sept rather than first weekend due to everyone's crazy schedules and the many weddings i will be attending. speaking of weddings, we're going to one next weekend. yeesh. what's with everyone getting married? :)
is this true?
i honestly don't know. i don't think i've been depressed lately. i mean, there's been stuff on my mind, but i've been up and down like normal, no more down than i usually get, and no more up either. i have been feeling pretty even-keeled for a bit.
but i don't know.
and of course, once she said that, i *did* have a little dark cloud over me, coming from examining what could be doing it to me and thinking about all the stuff that could be causing me to be depressed.
*sigh*
well, the big worry i have right now is i have to take my car in to the dealer tomorrow. something is sounding very horribly wrong with it. not sure if it's transmission, or brakes rubbing, or what. but it does sound pretty terrible. and the thing is, it's an old car, and not worth a whole lot anymore. i can't see putting that much money into it. which means if it is the transmission, and it's terribly expensive, i am going to have to make a decision. blech. this certainly isn't what i need right now.
and as for what else could be causing my mood - i guess i have been feeling a bit restless, and there are certain worries on my mind lately. but still, i didn't think i had a cloud. maybe to those closest to me, i do. *shrug* i guess i will just carry on being happy as much as i can, like i always do.
in other news, i had a wisdom tooth removed on saturday, and it went very well. the dentist took about 2 minutes to pull it. it was amazing, and painless. i slept most of the weekend just because that's what my body does when it encounters trauma or sickness. but i was back at work just fine this morning, feeling like normal.
i went to see stardust on friday night. i quite enjoyed it. it was, in some ways, very different from the book, but i felt they did a good job of adapting it to the big screen. and yeah, i really did like it. robert de niro was FABulous.
i need to pick up the book for our next book club, but i feel i have plenty of time since we're meeting mid sept rather than first weekend due to everyone's crazy schedules and the many weddings i will be attending. speaking of weddings, we're going to one next weekend. yeesh. what's with everyone getting married? :)