scopage to think about
from oct 16:
You may be a bit obsessed with finding your true purpose in life right now, HOLLY. Although you may not like to admit it, this may be occupying your thoughts a great deal of the time. Try not to be so stressed out about this. Realize that knowing your true purpose can take many years, even a lifetime, or careful thought and observation. Try to focus instead on enjoying more of the day-to-day moments, perhaps spent with your loved ones. You may just stumble onto the answer you were searching for...
when the stars are right, man, they are totally right.
i am feeling a bit overwhelmed right now, even tho i really don't have lots to do. i just have lots in my head. and to combat that feeling, i try to hold still a lot of the time - but that doens't really help, it just means that i have more to do later.
not quite sure what to do to solve this problem with my brain. yesterday i slept most of the day, and was still irritated with myself whenever i was awake. i am feeling deeply unhappy with myself at the moment. my life in general is great, and there's so much good going on around me - good relationship, good friends, good job, good cat, good time in my life.
so why am i so dissatisfied with myself? why can't i like myself right now? i am feeling very insecure, and unhappy, and not for any real reason.
boo to that i say. i am going to drink more coffee, and try to have a productive day, and maybe that will make things better.
You may be a bit obsessed with finding your true purpose in life right now, HOLLY. Although you may not like to admit it, this may be occupying your thoughts a great deal of the time. Try not to be so stressed out about this. Realize that knowing your true purpose can take many years, even a lifetime, or careful thought and observation. Try to focus instead on enjoying more of the day-to-day moments, perhaps spent with your loved ones. You may just stumble onto the answer you were searching for...
when the stars are right, man, they are totally right.
i am feeling a bit overwhelmed right now, even tho i really don't have lots to do. i just have lots in my head. and to combat that feeling, i try to hold still a lot of the time - but that doens't really help, it just means that i have more to do later.
not quite sure what to do to solve this problem with my brain. yesterday i slept most of the day, and was still irritated with myself whenever i was awake. i am feeling deeply unhappy with myself at the moment. my life in general is great, and there's so much good going on around me - good relationship, good friends, good job, good cat, good time in my life.
so why am i so dissatisfied with myself? why can't i like myself right now? i am feeling very insecure, and unhappy, and not for any real reason.
boo to that i say. i am going to drink more coffee, and try to have a productive day, and maybe that will make things better.