swollen.
swollen. wake up in the night, crawl from bed to puke.
i feel sick everyday, mostly all day.
things are looking up though, shards of scarce scared.
i am scared.
everything always works out.
my appointment is next thursday. then i'll feel cold peices of metal violate and take. i will just be me then. just me.
no more worries of babies.
i'll be off after that before too long. cali, i think. i believe i can get a job and pay my mom back within two weeks, with grahams help. then we can scat to any place we desire. or i to mine, and he to his.
i might make a trip home though.<3 miss my mum.
mow.
i feel sick everyday, mostly all day.
things are looking up though, shards of scarce scared.
i am scared.
everything always works out.
my appointment is next thursday. then i'll feel cold peices of metal violate and take. i will just be me then. just me.
no more worries of babies.
i'll be off after that before too long. cali, i think. i believe i can get a job and pay my mom back within two weeks, with grahams help. then we can scat to any place we desire. or i to mine, and he to his.
i might make a trip home though.<3 miss my mum.
mow.